How to explain without tangible evidence ?

We as humans are about evidence,truth research. There is no book or scientist that could explain it.

NEAR Death Experience but now life isn't the same.

My near death Experience was purely an accident. I was working many shifts a med assistant. I was trying to stay awake and do my job..A co worker noticed and said " Take this it will perk you up." Within 15 min the room was spinning and remember hitting the floor. My heart stopped and died.

I woke up in this most ungodly burnt flesh smell. These evil things were ripping my flesh apart over and over.I begged and pleaded and nothing worked. They just laugh it was constant repeat. Until I remember Please God forgive me for my sins..Instantly heaven open. I was forgiven and was sent back to live life again.

Since then, life isn't the same. Why you ask? THIS entity takes me with no permission and It makes me see things I don't wanna see. BELIEVE ME people don't wish for this gift. It's freaky ass shit!

I have Astral travel twice. I thought is was bullshit for years. It's Not!

I have dated people and told them things they can't understand how I know that about them. I have tracked people in my dreams. It's not like a map. It's scenery land marks. Numbers. Bizarre beyond belief.

This entity talks to me not like conversation as we do..Signs or single words. It's like a puzzle.

I had so many Experiences and some should say I should write a book..Why so people can judge and call me a freak. use me a lab rat.

I'm not IQ smart, I'm not religious, (.I do believe in God and Evil) I don't meditate, I don't do witch craft, I'm mentally stable and don't take mood stabilizers or did I ever use real hard drugs.

In other words, I'm normal and it can't be explained

I have nothing to gain or lose by telling you this.