Called the crisis line again
I call and the person kind of talks me down. I feel a bit calmer. Not better. Calm and good are not the same.
Yesterday after my marathon workout I was too tired to be upset. Now I am rested and it feels like lead is in my belly. I feel like I'm going to vomit. I want to work out until I can't breathe.
I hate the public. Jamie Lannister saying "I never really cared for them, innocent or otherwise" is my MOOD right now. My whole mood is season 8 game of thrones. Flaming garbage.
Actually this is season 8 of humanity.
Yesterday after my marathon workout I was too tired to be upset. Now I am rested and it feels like lead is in my belly. I feel like I'm going to vomit. I want to work out until I can't breathe.
I hate the public. Jamie Lannister saying "I never really cared for them, innocent or otherwise" is my MOOD right now. My whole mood is season 8 game of thrones. Flaming garbage.
Actually this is season 8 of humanity.
41-45, M
