I wish I still didn't care.

I used to be on a heavy medication that caused me to basically just not care about the world around me and be an oblivious asshole.

Years ago, the doctor who prescribed it to me, dropped me without notice because she was incompetent and so I had to abruptly stop the medication.

I can't describe in one post how traumatic the effects were.

But basically, now, I care about the world and people around me. I care a lot. To the point where it causes me distress and overthinking.

I wish I was just numb like I used to be. This is too much.