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I think I’ve become a Schizophrenic and I am going through a Schizophrenic coma

I keep hearing voices in my head. I went to the psyche ward there was nothing they could do. I continue to be harassed by these voices. My husband tells me it’s my fault because I keep answering and interacting with them. I am not going to lie I am very lonely so yes I talk back to them but they do nothing but insult me and abuse me verbally from when I wake up 🆙 till I go to sleep 😴 and even during sleep 🛌 I hear them. I have a lot of conspiracy theories like the human tree 🌳 conspiracy theory which I to put it simple a black person as the tree of live where holy water 💧 comes from their hands 🙌 my other conspiracy theory is about Chinese ballet 🩰 which is why I suspect the Great Wall of china was built. Because Chinese people have the ability to float levitate! And so they can actually stand on their tip toes without destroying their feet like a Caucasian woman would. I believe Europeans stole ballet from china 🇨🇳 and demanded they destroy the object of their sin which was their feet 🦶 they were so jealous they couldn’t do it they kept going into their land to make sure they were still binding their feet and not remembering their moon 🌚 dancing which is what I believe was the original name. Anyways I have a few conspiracy theories that these people now talking in my head got a hold on and we’re very angry at me like the human ape theory which is Saskatchewan really being a white person still an animal that is why they have no powers like Asians all the way to black people do. I believe a white person is not a part of humanity but a humanoid. The voices won’t leave me alone and try to torture the copy they got of me to break my train of thought 💭 so I can’t be successful publishing them. Right now as I write this I can barely think they inject the me they have with something that makes me go mute temporarily but it also has an affect on the me that is at home with my husband and son. I feel uneasy and I can barely move to write down my thoughts. I started to hear them when I began to give out the information to some people. They owe me money for the “human tree message” but are trying to make me go into a coma so I can’t becoMe successful both a group of blacks and whites have insisted in trying to get me into a coma together turn me into a mind control slave “MKultra” and they both are in agreement to not letting me get my money for my conspiracy theories. Black people don’t like me a light skinned Hispanic woman speaking about the human tree 🌳 message. A man that demanded I share credit has brained washed everyone into seeing me as a awful person when that is what HE IS! I said no I wouldn’t give you credit or money and both blacks and whites jumped on that opportunity to use him as the excuse why I can’t get credit or paid for my conspiracy theories.
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Ramrod · 46-50, M
A little much for me to comprehend but very interesting. :)
496sbc · 41-45, M
ur hubby is wrong. the voices are not ur fualt. he is completly wrong about that
JenniferStephanie · 36-40, FNew
Thank you so much for telling me this🙏♥ I really appreciated I have nothing but finger pointers in my family and friends@496sbc
496sbc · 41-45, M
@JenniferStephanie i wont do that to u. its a shame ur man does this to his lady. very sad
Penny · 46-50, F
conspiracy theories arent worth any money. it does sound like you are having schizophrenic thoughts. they are most likely crazy thoughts which means they arent true. your brain thinks they are but they arent. there may be some truth to some stuff but not likely. they make medications that can help if you can see a psychiatrist and tell them you need help. im surprised the psych ward didnt send you away with some.
JenniferStephanie · 36-40, FNew
And under the schizophrenic coma I had abilities out of the norm so they kept all the books and paintings 🖼 I created taking advantage that the next day I would forget everything and slowly am remembering a few things
Penny · 46-50, F
@JenniferStephanie oh lol, well i guess if you could get people to buy your book youd make money but honestly it sounds like crazy talk to me. (like what you said about it makes no sense) i havent read your book though so maybe that does but..
JenniferStephanie · 36-40, FNew
The book 📕 is what I am referring to. I wrote a book comparing the human tree message to the Bible Christianity and catholicism. They kept my books 📚 because I wrote several yes books are worth money@Penny

 
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