If you knew my story you would see what it took me to get to where I am

with people these days i wish they knew how hard and challenging it is living with the mental disabilities how much strength it takes living every day with the mental conditions i have. i bet a normal person without the disabilities i live with wouldn't last a day before going insane. if you knew the challenges and struggles i face living with what i have been living with everyday you would understand how far i came and how much strength it took to get to where i am today. i fought hard and almost nearly almost broke down nearly gave up everything and nearly came close to killing myself and commiting suicide multiple times i had to fight through it and if you lived through what i have lived through you would not last long. nowadays i rarely if ever interact with anyone i rarely go out and interact with anyone. i have been isolating from the world for a long time now only time my workers see me is when they give my meds but out of the rest the only time i interact with anyone is online the rest of the time i'm in isolation and avoiding contact with other people. if you only knew hard my life is living with what i have you would understand the strength it took to live with the disabilities i have. now you know why i ended up where i am and why i isolate myself. I fought battles alone without anyone ever knowing that I am struggling.