I have new horizons out to sea...

I am not ready to say just what yet, and it's nothing all that exciting, but after yesterday and thinking more clearly today, I am putting my own well-being above guilt and embarking on plans that will change things for the better.
It does feel like a load has been lifted in just daring to put my mental health and well-being above feeling guilty for a grown man child who needs to grow up now.
Is some of this my fault, maybe, but if someone refuses to forgive you when you have acknowledge your own share of the problem, asked for forgivness for things past, and have strived for over 4 years to show that you care and wan't to help, has helped when asked, and has not tried to take control of thier now grown up life, then sorry, son, time to grow up, get help, or you won't. Still, I do refuse to be your punching bag forever.