My head is going in directions I didn't know even existed.

Thinking about work & God & mom & I need a new vehicle. I'm redecorating my room & my ears are ringing & I have to work in the morning. I'll borrow my friend's carpet shampooer & I should cook a casserole for Bible study tomorrow but it's too late now. I kept seeing this really bright yellow goldenrod yesterday and today and I wanted to photograph it with the raindrops on it but turns out it was just some leaves turning. And speaking of leaves turning, why the fuck is it still so hot?? And I worry that my new meds are making me crazier than I already was.