Forgot to update

I realizs i forgot to update about having my baby
As per usual i mKe beautiful kids. Baby is great and a momth old or so if im even doing the math right. Her day schedule is great her night schedule is chaos. My kids are helpful when they arent tryingnto fight. I havevpost partum depression and its been a rough ridd ergo why i havent updated. I am struggling with alot of things that unfortunately isnt helping the mental health
Im supposed to be over the moon and imstead i dont wanna wake-up each day. I hope it gets befter from here. Thanks for listening