People should never ever make fun of those who are depressed, anxious or whatever. These people are not crazy. People need to understand that. They can't help what they are feeling and I wrote a post about that one time. I think there's less of a stigmatism about that these days but then you always have the ignorant ones with no empathy.
It sounds like you might possibly have a hormonal imbalance. I don't know, but what I do know is what helped pull me through when I had something that caused me to grieve the worst ever for a whole year in 2 months and I mean I couldn't even move, I was grieving so bad! But I knew I had to get myself out of . I knew something had to work. I didn't think I would make it through, but I actually did find a supplement that a person would probably never think would do any good, but it was the only thing that pulled me through and I really believe it will help you as well. I hope you will at least try it because I could not believe how it pulled me through. I'm not saying it was easy by any means, but it definitely did pull me through. I took it one day at a time, only doing just one thing no matter how small, that would give me an accomplishment. I don't care if it's brushing your teeth or doing the dishes. I just did one thing at a time and one day at a time and each day I would try to do maybe a little more, but it worked since I had this supplement and much prayer on top of it!
I hope you have a Walmart around you. If so, buy some sublingual B12 supplements. These truly work wonders! I got the cherry flavor which were so delicious and melted them under my tongue each time and I took them every time I felt like I needed them during the day and there's no side effects, they cannot hurt you, and they will get you where you need to be. I can't believe how good these things are and helping one feel 100% better in just a few days. Just keep taking them and you will see. Just make sure you get the sublingual B12 in cherry flavor. I think you're going to be very super surprised. ❤🙏🌹🌹🌹🤗🤗🤗