I’m really depressed

I know I’ve only been stripping for two months so far but I feel so bad I’m not the top earner yet 💔 I know I’m beautiful inside and out but I have social anxiety so it takes so much strength for me to talk to people and I got abused by men in my past. I know I’m improving loads each time I turn up for work but it makes me so sad seeing everyone earn more than me. I’m in the odd few who knows how to use the pole , I’m very good on the pole , I always have new outfits each week and my makeup always looks good , I’m very thin too and my hygiene is prefect , I was told all of this by the manager so I don’t understand why I’m not the top earner yet. I never ignore anyone , I talk to everyone , I always have actual conversations with everyone and I’m always respectful if they reject me , I say thank you for letting me know , enjoy your night and I smile and walk off. I’m never disrespectful to anyone , even if they are to me. I just don’t understand what I’m doing wrong.