Some days my mental health is sooooo bad that I feel I'm not fit to work and earn a living.

My attitude on those bad days ruins the good days because of the strains in my relationship with my peers.....it's so stressful being depressed and trying to function. Like today. I just feel like breaking down right here in the middle of the whole ass office and crying my heart out. I feel so left out and torn. Like everyone is everyone else's friend but mine. I feel out of the loop on everything. Somehow people have found their own people, friends and circles.... But me. I feel being in this survival of the fittest type world where I'm losing. A tactless and senseless individual who is slow to understand and learn the ways of the world.