Part of me is depressed and part of me is super excited
I got the job so I'll be leaving Texas is about 2 weeks (yay me)! However, I just feel depressed because of other things going on in my life and getting worried about people I haven't heard from in weeks and wondering if something happened to them. I feel like my emotions are pulling me in 2 opposite directions. Anyway, I just wanted to say that.
I hope you find out what's going on. Not knowing is one of the worst things because you pay out so many different scenarios and question what you said last.