Sometimes it's hard to accept good things because you know how easily you can lose it

When you're scared of losing, it's easy to let yourself lose on purpose so you can shrug & say that's what you're meant for.

I'm working on not doing that anymore. Shit can be tough but at least I can catch myself now

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iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

I understand how this feels. I always wonder how I will fuck it up

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@iamonfire696 same.. I'm good at wrecking things. There's this song I heard where he says "& I made it but hate that once I build it, I break it. That might just break me down" & I literally started crying when I heard that. It felt so weird but I guess it hit me

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

@ChiefWalksWith40oz I understand this so much. I am sorry you feel that way too.

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@iamonfire696 I'm sorry you do too 🥺

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

@ChiefWalksWith40oz thank you 💖