I Believe In Unconditional Love

I used to believe in unconditional love. I thought I was in unconditional love ❤ but she doesn't love me enough to look past what I have done (neither of them do). I thought I loved my wife unconditionally. Until she went to bed for 2 years, then I hated her at the same time. I thought I loved Shopgirl unconditionally, then she walked away from me and didn't call for four years - and I still love her, but I am no longer in love with her now that she is with someone else. I hate not feeling in love with either of the women I have fallen for most COMPLETELY in my life. It's like being alone a lot of th e time when you love someone instead of being in LOVE with her. (Or him). I don't believe in unconditional love anymore. Life is full of conditions and some of them are going to matter, going to hurt, going to break you and your love.