Since I gave up the idea of my mother loving me, I begun looking for family elsewhere

And I came across the concept AND the experience of Soul Family.
My eyes have changed and I begun seeing magic in people's eyes in a new way. I begun seeing the Light in their eyes in a different way...

Today I came across my mother on the street. We went to a cafe and had a lovely chat, talking about our jobs and moods. I opened my new eyes and saw her for a while as something else, as a Queen of the Fairies she seemed, blue sparkling eyes, infinite energy directly from the Source, unhindered, unblocked, free flowing vitality.

I am home, I have a day off. I might not return to that job. I am trying to see what's best for me and the world, consequently.

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