I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

what a fool i have been and to think i would never have to say or utter these words again oh to be so trapped to be so unloved to be so stuck to be so wordless so powerless so without SO IN LOVE and yet i knew i knew better then to love a coward a runner a person that could not love me for me and yet afraid to be loved for being yourself or to let others in i can feel it i can understand it i can reconcile it but i can NEVER FORGIVE THE WAY YOU WASTED MY HEART MY LOVE MY AFFECTIONS for what ...ALL FOR YOU!?