I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

Now I feel like I'm just not going to get anyone I mean every time I've tried to care and love someone it's always been someone else that took her away or she left the city or whatever but I dint feel good enough now I'm just exhausted and tired of this crap. I mean doesn't anyone see I was there for a long time and still this happens , so much love and care is what I give and I just get the same words sorry I didn't feel the same or I love someone else even though I don't know if he loves me I mean where do they look when I was there for them trying to do everything to help her and be with her and love her. It's the second time that this has happened and I have no clue where am I mistaken hell the second time she said.I love you and then suddenly now I hear she just liked and that she loves seome else and she doesn't know if the other guy feels the same. I mean what the hell is this some kind of routine now that I'll hear this sorry every time. Where was my mistake I cared loved and this is what I get a sorry and it all ends great no-one even tries to understand what's going on hell I guess no one wants to or they just don't see or I don't see things properly at this stage after the 2nd time this has happened I'm scared broken shattered exhausted crying emotional and everything seems bleak now like no one cares or sees this but I always never tried to hurt anybody in any way I Dont look for physical advantages either I try to build everything steadily and this happens I get a sorry wow I feel like congratulating myself for being a guy who didn't see this coming the second time around I dont know what's gonna happen but I really loved the 2nd time And I never would've hurt her in any way at all I just tired and exhausted and I frankly dont know what to do