I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

He said he loved me.. We were together for three years. I was so much into the relationship, I gave up my family, friends, hobbies, everything. Now 2 days after our 3 year anniversary he broke up with me. A week before my birthday. It has been horrible, I woke up one day and realised I have nobody to talk to. I kept talking to him, being nice. He is just indifferent, having fun with friends, seeing some other girl while I wallow in self pity. I have had enough sleepless nights and crying on pillow to last me forever. I wish I could move on and be normal, but its so effing difficult.

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shotinthedark1923

I know how you feel. Me too. I know I should move on but I'm stuck. I know I deserve better but I want him, I know that this sorrow should pass but it isn't. I know all these things that just aren't so. And so I just go through the motions without hope without anything. I pray and scream out to God for mercy that he would take this burden from me and I wait.

Bbgv14 · 31-35, F

I do the same.. Praying in the dark, tears streaming.. Not to have mercy but to give me strength. We need to be strong. We are stuck because we are loyal to a fault, we gave so much that we are suddenly alone. But hope will come, sorrow would pass.. pour your heart out. I do that here.. I feel alot better. you would too. Dont worry, stay strong, stay happy.