I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

Mama why don't you want me?
I love you so..
I do all I can to get your attention
I cry ..
I wipe my own blood away.
Im even quiet when you say so.
I sit alone.
Alone.
Im older.
I stare at her with hurt eyes.
Blue clouded with tears
What is so wrong with me?
Why doesn't she see me?
I start to look angry
She watched it all
But refused to see me.
My lips cut and swollen shut
My scars run deeper than my skin.
I hate her still...
But I loved her then.