I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

Bad Luck ! ! ! ! i ahve been in a one sided love for a long long time.........i got close to a girl in early childhood and eventually fell in love with her.......things were fine and suddenly i was told by her to stay away from her..........wanted to know what happened but no luck.......got beaten once pretty bad by her elder sisters **** buddies....lol i started self mutilation and did that for 8 years........no use......... she didnt love me and i was stupid...thats it