I Am In Love With A Married Man, Who Loves Me Equally

The title it self is not good.i know mostly people here will judge me,i just want to share my story.

How will i start my story? Hmm well out of boredom i tried this social dating app.i met some guys there and there was this one guy who really caught my attention. As the the start of usual conversation on dating app of course mostly guys there will say they are single..josh told me he is single.so then we shared our stories and there was this feeling of attachment.after few days he confess to me that he is married.i was hurt and disappointed. He told me that is falling in love with me and so i admitted that i feel the same way and i know this is wrong so we decided to stop.until one day he sends me message again.he said he can't afford to lose me so we just maintain the friendship that we started and i agreed. He said i should not fall in love with him but he can fall in love with me.i am happy with the idea coz i don't want to lose him.maybe now "[b][center]we are more than friends but less than a lover"[/center][/b]