I Am In Love
I am troubled...
There is this amazing girl I got to know recently. Just her presence in my life heals me and lifts me up. She makes me feel appreciated, she gives me strength, she makes me laugh, she makes me happy. More than all that, she makes me realize important things in life. Just seeing her name makes my heart skip a beat every time and sometimes the random things she says makes my heart beat like a drum. No, I am not madly in love with her, but I know that is only a matter of time.
I am taking things slowly and just appreciating her presence. Hoping this is only the start of something wonderful. The connection we formed, I am hoping it will grow with time and that it can slowly become a special bond. I told her how my feelings for her slowly changed to that of romantic nature. She said she wasn't ready to deepen anything right now. And I am perfectly fine with it, because she's the first person I met who feels so right and worth it that I would wait no matter how long it takes for her to be ready. I think over time, slowly and steadily I can win her heart over and make her feel all the wonderful things I am feeling for her. And give her all the joy, laughter and happiness I want to give her.
I wish that someday I could walk next to her holding her hand. I wish that someday I can give her back everything she's given me so far and much more. I wish that someday I can be the ruler of the kingdom that is her heart. There are countless other things that I wish for that 'someday' if there will ever be one.
However, right now, all that goes on my mind is ' How can I make her heart skip a beat for me? '
And so, I am troubled... for I have no idea how to do that.
There is this amazing girl I got to know recently. Just her presence in my life heals me and lifts me up. She makes me feel appreciated, she gives me strength, she makes me laugh, she makes me happy. More than all that, she makes me realize important things in life. Just seeing her name makes my heart skip a beat every time and sometimes the random things she says makes my heart beat like a drum. No, I am not madly in love with her, but I know that is only a matter of time.
I am taking things slowly and just appreciating her presence. Hoping this is only the start of something wonderful. The connection we formed, I am hoping it will grow with time and that it can slowly become a special bond. I told her how my feelings for her slowly changed to that of romantic nature. She said she wasn't ready to deepen anything right now. And I am perfectly fine with it, because she's the first person I met who feels so right and worth it that I would wait no matter how long it takes for her to be ready. I think over time, slowly and steadily I can win her heart over and make her feel all the wonderful things I am feeling for her. And give her all the joy, laughter and happiness I want to give her.
I wish that someday I could walk next to her holding her hand. I wish that someday I can give her back everything she's given me so far and much more. I wish that someday I can be the ruler of the kingdom that is her heart. There are countless other things that I wish for that 'someday' if there will ever be one.
However, right now, all that goes on my mind is ' How can I make her heart skip a beat for me? '
And so, I am troubled... for I have no idea how to do that.
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