I miss you
I miss you so much honey, so much.
I spend my days trying not to think about you because it feels like drowning .
A dead claw clasped around my neck that won't let me breath.
I sit on top of my empire of dirt and watch as it all crumbles while I watch.
There's no light, nothing makes happy.
Everything is dull and everybody sucks.
I ride a roller coaster alone and in slow motion.
Floating over rails that go nowhere forever.
There's no closure in my crying, no fits or sobbing.
Only a sigh at the end.
A one man applause in an empty theater.
It wasn't nice you leaving me like this.
Like aleaf in the wind, or a kite without a string, or like a kid lost in the woods.
Not nice at all. Not even a little .
Missing is a tricky thing tho.
You think today's missing is as big as it gets, and that it will surely get smaller with time.
But It doesnt, it just goes in deeper , like a tattoo, right underneath your skin forever.
I really miss you.
I spend my days trying not to think about you because it feels like drowning .
A dead claw clasped around my neck that won't let me breath.
I sit on top of my empire of dirt and watch as it all crumbles while I watch.
There's no light, nothing makes happy.
Everything is dull and everybody sucks.
I ride a roller coaster alone and in slow motion.
Floating over rails that go nowhere forever.
There's no closure in my crying, no fits or sobbing.
Only a sigh at the end.
A one man applause in an empty theater.
It wasn't nice you leaving me like this.
Like aleaf in the wind, or a kite without a string, or like a kid lost in the woods.
Not nice at all. Not even a little .
Missing is a tricky thing tho.
You think today's missing is as big as it gets, and that it will surely get smaller with time.
But It doesnt, it just goes in deeper , like a tattoo, right underneath your skin forever.
I really miss you.
51-55, M
