Dad I am going to miss you

My dad passed on Valentine's Day yesterday, he had aggressive, rapid Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma. I was so mad they did not recommend any chemo Bec it would kill him sooner.
But I'm Missing his soft demeanor telling me "Love you". He was the only person in My life who said it..😢
Yes we didn't have the best relationship, but he would try to lessen my anxiety . We could talk about most topics, but I could Never do it with mom. EVER.

I'm so glad you squeezed my hand back. I wish I could have taken all your pain. What a brave person through all that HELL. I love you and I do miss you dad, but you are still here🫂💗