Good days and bad days

I am missing my husband something fierce today! it's officially been the longest he's been away in the last 11 years of our marriage and there is still a little over a month to go before he comes home. what makes it worse is I know shortly he's going to be gone for a year. When we got married I didn't think I was going to have to deal with this because he was getting out of the military and then he decided he wanted to go back in a couple years ago.... I'm going to stick by him, love him support him and everything but man the distance is hard some days and today is that day!