Can I See You? Please?

It's been over a year since I buried you. It's still traumatic to me. I never got to say goodbye and tell you what you meant to me in my life.

But there might be hope(?). I go for surgery tomorrow to remove a pituitary tumor. I'll clearly be under for a few hours. I'll do anything to see you in my dreams tomorrow so I can hold you one more time, dear cousin. I'll do anything to be able to tell you to your face "I LOVE you".

Can that happen tomorrow? Please?