I miss him

I miss him so much. Because of his work schedule we haven’t been able to text much and it’s usually something I can deal with, but I haven’t seen him in almost 4 months. I’m so sad. He’s genuinely the only person who understands me and I’ve never had to worry about how I express myself around him. We’ve been friends and into dating for 4 and a half years, and the times of distance never get easier. I love him so much and he helps me through everything. With so much going on with my family and with my life I feel like I really need him right now and he can’t really be around for me. I know it’s not his fault, but I really wish there was just a way. Even when he’s not busy I can hardly see him because both of our parents are highly protective so we can’t hang out without supervision or other friends around. Like ofc I’ll take what I can get but it’s so bothersome because I really wish I could just talk one on one with him. I miss him a lot and he’s expressed the same to me. I just really really hope the distance doesn’t strain our relationship. It hasn’t so far but I just worry yk. He’s truly the best thing that’s happened to me and idk what I’d do without him.
I miss you, handsome. I pray for you all the time. ♡