been quite a long time...

its been quite some time since i've had an intimate moment. i am not what one would call "hot" in fact im quite ashamed of the way i look. was engaged once but out of the blue she took off and never came back. its hard to keep going forward when all the girls you like dont like you because you dont fit their description of "hottie" and most guys hate me because im bisexual.

i wonder if i'll ever find a good girlfriend or boyfriend in my life here in washington (no. not washingotn d.c.)

welp. sorry to bother you all.