Here and Shattered Again 😔
Back here, brokenhearted again but I feel even worse this time because it’s MY fault.
I didn’t make the effort that I should have.
I wasn’t grateful what I had and what he did for me (just worried about what I was missing.)
I broke my OWN heart because I CHOSE to break it off instead of continuing to string him along…. having him wait for when I’m ready…. I feel terrible. 😢
Maybe forever alone is just the way I was suppose to be.
I didn’t make the effort that I should have.
I wasn’t grateful what I had and what he did for me (just worried about what I was missing.)
I broke my OWN heart because I CHOSE to break it off instead of continuing to string him along…. having him wait for when I’m ready…. I feel terrible. 😢
Maybe forever alone is just the way I was suppose to be.
31-35, F
