I saw you……

I doubt you saw me but I saw you. The instant I did my heart stopped and the rush to flee ran through my body. How can I still have feelings for you knowing you don’t want me but my heart still beats for you? What a fool I am. I should stay away from places I know I might run into you, but alas, I can not.
When will these feelings cease?
When will I have peace from your ghost?
Why does my mind and heart hate me so?
You were not the best, you were fun but the lies started popping up. I knew they were lies but I let you tell them anyway.
What a fool I am.
I want to hate you, I should hate you, but I can not.

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RIPKAW · 31-35, M

I believe true love never goes away, but you can have the strength to move on. I will always love my silly girl, even though she wasn't good for me. She will always hold a place in my heart. I believe in moving on and growing as a person from what I experienced from her.

You will have peace because you still have that love in your soul. Your mind and heart may play tricks on you or become corrupted, but your is forever pure.

Apathy, love, hate and many more emotions can be radiant or corrupt. I believe that the soul is the only thing that cannot be manipulated.

I have just began my journey to enrich the soul after a lifetime of darkness and hate. I do still fall...often actually...but I'm happier now than I've ever been.

I say this with all of my soul... don't give up. I believe in you!

SW-User

@RIPKAW thank you, this is beautiful. ❤️

RIPKAW · 31-35, M

@SW-User I just want to see your soul shine like I know it can. I'm here for you if you ever need a hand <3

sspec

Stop getting irritated by your own doings. It is irritation n not hatred that you have typed you facing 6 hrs. ago.

Passing phase! Relax.

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SW-User

I'm the one with the dirty face

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SW-User

@SW-User darn I missed the image

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SW-User

@SW-User that’s fantastic!!

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SW-User

@SW-User thank you

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