I Have a Broken Heart

My boyfriend broke my heart twice. We're in a long distance relationship and he was asking me to move to the US. I didn't answer him but I changed the topic because he said it was the same reason shy he broke up with me the first time. He got mad and the next day he deleted his email :( I got very depressed and I wasn't able to work or even go out for two months. It was last April but it feels just like yesterday :( I have social anxiety and have a hard time dealing with people. He was my first boyfriend.