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I Have a Broken Heart

My heart was broken in high school by a teacher, it hurts so much because I still love him.We didn't say or do anything, relationship wise but it was something about the way he had often looked at me that made me think he cared but maybe I was wrong.I may never know what those looks meant and the anticlimactic way it all ended just hurts so much.
FashionDesign101a
26-30, F
30 replies 144 views Sep 30, 2018
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That sounds like a crush on your teacher not love lmao and it would be fvcked up if he acted on it before you graduated
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FashionDesign101a · 26-30, F
@SW-User
Then nevermind a label for it, I care about him and wish I could at least be one of his closest friends
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@FashionDesign101a Sure good luck moping over some teacher tho you got your entire life ahead of you
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FashionDesign101a · 26-30, F
@SW-User
It's not as bad as you're making it sound, it'll just always be with me.I do intend to continue to do things that will make me happy, otherwise.
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Acttwo · F
Since you said you didn’t actually have a relationship with him it’s hard for me to define it as love. And it would have been wrong of him to be involved with a student. Most likely you will find a man who loves you and who you will love. Real relationships aren’t fairy tales either. Even a man you love can hurt you at times and you have to learn to forgive each other.
Hang in there. It will get better. You are still very young.
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FashionDesign101a · 26-30, F
@Acttwo
I already know, I'm not naive and needing to be informed of that like it's really news to me.This, if anything, is a personal experience of it not being a fairytale.I didn't want involvement with him, I wanted the last time I saw him to be on amicable terms, the way things ended juxtaposed with the feelings that grew and the revelations from social media are what hurts but I'm otherwise glad to know he's smiling.
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Silentangel · 31-35, F
You will be fine. You'll learn to grow strong from events such as this. Think of it as a learning curve in the world of romance. :) Plenty of good men out there still :)
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FashionDesign101a · 26-30, F
@Silentangel
Will do, thanks.
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Silentangel · 31-35, F
@FashionDesign101a yeah if you need to talk usually around :)
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FashionDesign101a · 26-30, F
@Silentangel
Okay, I might send you a message sometime.
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FashionDesign101a · 26-30, F
@Prisoner619
One of my worst fears is I'll cry about it for many years to come but every moment of everyday, I just want to be over it but whenever I think I finally am, I'm not.
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jfox4anr · 46-50, M
Sounds like a crush , you should tell him how you feel
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jfox4anr · 46-50, M
Ok no worries @FashionDesign101a
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FashionDesign101a · 26-30, F
@jfox4anr
Hey, just remembered to get back to you.What I mean by I only want his attention is that I don't want him to abandon his wife and the young daughter they have but I do miss when his eyes were on me sometimes and he noticed me.So, I would rather just know he's paying attention to me and I would like if we could talk on friendly terms at least but I'm not looking to split a family up.I just desire to be apart of his life in some way, to be like any of the people he has casual interactions with, without suspicion of romantic interest and to still be someone in his life who he acknowledges.
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jfox4anr · 46-50, M
So jus tell him that then @FashionDesign101a
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As0if · 26-30, F
Oh my god , I feel you soooo much. The same thing goes for me. Almost 2 years passed and i'm still hurting , and i'm afraid it will continue. :(
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That’s happened to me with my college graphics tutor
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FashionDesign101a · 26-30, F
@SW-User
I'm sorry you had the same experience, I'm hoping that despite this I find someone else, I hope you do too if you haven't already.But aside from that, I want to grow independently from this and learn to open my heart once more to others but also bare it with moderation.
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Sepia · 36-40, F
lol I care about my 29 students under my advisory class..29 is a lot
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Jake966 · 56-60, M
I know how you feel
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FashionDesign101a · 26-30, F
@Jake966
And I appreciate the sense of unity that gives me.I want to learn to get past this emotional hurt, even though it's already years old and still present and I hope the same for you.Stay strong.
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Jake966 · 56-60, M
@FashionDesign101a you also , I miss her so much
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Prisoner619 · 26-30, M
That's fucked up
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