I Have Had My Heart Broken

I'm struggling. Yes my heart is broken recently, but I am dealing with constant emotional upset at the behest of my creepy stalker neighbours. This is going on for many years now.

I am planning suicide, I've had enough. I lost the woman of my dreams because of them. I lost out on career of my dreams because of them. I have ended up an alcoholic and drug addict because of them. I conquered my addictions, rebuilt my career, only for their bullshit, stalking and lies to hurt me so much emotionally I have ended up a utter wreck again. Last time I attempted and failed they laughed at me. This time I will succeed.

No one should have to put up with being stalked, eavesdropped on and lies being told about them by creepy old haters with nothing better to do. At least once I am gone, I will be in heaven or beyond heaven, and they will have to deal with the karmic repercussions forever.