Have you ever gone SO LONGG without affection or love...

That you start to believe it can't even be true, nevermind for you? I have been so panicked for so long that my issues would make me not enough for someone, that even things I looked forward to like flirting or dare i say sexual ideas, seem almost strange now. Silly, and unrealistic. I feel I'm a robot living in a world I can't identify almost at all anymore. 😕 And I don't WANT that. I want to feel love or touch. It has seemed so out of reach for me, that it feels it doesn't exist, at all. 😞

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uncalled4 · 56-60, M Best Comment

You've been brought up to serve the needs of your narc parents.

you were told that what you wanted wasn't important.

And they made you someone who served THEIR needs. No wonder you don't feel deserving of attention.

Guess what? It's all bullshit. They had an illness which caused them to victimize you. But that's not what should have happened.

I can't live with the idea that they made you feel so small when in fact you bring positivity and joy to people. But that's narc abuse. I'll do whatever I can to help you break free.

Baybreeze · 41-45, F

@uncalled4 Thank you friend, truly🪻

uncalled4 · 56-60, M

@Baybreeze thanks for BC