I want to be fully received by the people in my life

It is so shrinking and sadening when I'm not.
Not all hold the same capacity for unconditional love I know... But I'm tired of half loves, semi acceptances, where I cannot fully be who I am, where I need to refine, to check, to tune.
I only want the real resonance and unconditional love now.
Amen Spirit🙏🏻🥹

Top | New | Old

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

Best thing I've read on SW in forever.

I completely agree. I don't want to filter out my realest parts so people will stomach me. Because the harsh truth is that they're the ones that haven't done much work on their true selves.

I have always had room for all kinds of people, but when I learned more about my own depths it only made me more loving. Acting on that love was a beautiful thing until you realize most people aren't there with you.

Just like you I crave those connections where I can release the tension of being likable and simply enjoy being liked as I am in my entirety. Accepted for the rusty strange parts, because ultimately someone sees me more deeply and is secure enough in themselves, a little bit of my muchness doesn't affect them negatively.

I love all of you 🖤

Boeing · 36-40

@ScreamingFox thank you for all you're giving me, all the love and listening. I know you have the capacity to unconditional love. It's so beautiful ❤

DelightfulyDelectablyDelicious · M

"You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you just might find you get what you need." 😀

ninalanyon · 61-69, T

@DelightfulyDelectablyDelicious It always astonishes me that Jagger and Richards "You Can't Always Get What You Want" was written so early, 1969 when they were only 26.

Then again, perhaps it could only have been written then, at the end of the 1960s.

Degbeme · 70-79, M

If they can`t accept you as you are then they don`t deserve your love.

Boeing · 36-40

@Degbeme yes Deg you are absolutely right. But I am weak, I am hungry for love and this isn't helping and I know... But I really need these people in my life. Who don't reject me because I am going through something. Who stay, who allow me to change and are always curious about my new metamorphosis. The people who are happy to see me grow but who are also happy if I grow no more.. I need these depths now.
I have had enough of the little companionship, to pass the time. I want fullness AH I said it all haha

Add a comment...