kittee · 22-25
she probably never existed
Beautywithin · 36-40, F
It isn’t unreasonable to feel this way; when we don’t receive closure, it’s natural for unresolved emotions to surface. However, that period of your life has passed, and while it’s perfectly acceptable for those memories to come to mind, it’s important not to let them dominate your thoughts.
At that time, you and she served an important purpose in each other’s lives. You can appreciate the connection you shared and the growth it offered.
I often believe that those who make a meaningful impact on us think of us from time to time as well.
I’m confident that, over the years, you would have crossed McKenzie’s mind.
At that time, you and she served an important purpose in each other’s lives. You can appreciate the connection you shared and the growth it offered.
I often believe that those who make a meaningful impact on us think of us from time to time as well.
I’m confident that, over the years, you would have crossed McKenzie’s mind.
yestestvennaya · 26-30, F
@Beautywithin 🤢
MikeHurts · 56-60, M
Not stupid in any way.
Actually it's refreshing to see someone have a connection with someone that seems to have been genuine.
You would do a huge disservice to yourself to not want to reconnect.
If you know any personal information that you think could be helpful the dark web can be a way to find hard to find people or information.
Actually it's refreshing to see someone have a connection with someone that seems to have been genuine.
You would do a huge disservice to yourself to not want to reconnect.
If you know any personal information that you think could be helpful the dark web can be a way to find hard to find people or information.
ZulXeroth · 31-35, M
@MikeHurts It was, yeah. It started out just as a kind of mutual support thing, friendship, and a few years after we stepped up to video calls, it became more frequent and changed. And a few years after that, yeah, we realised the distance made things untenable.
I am a little too stupid for the Dark Web, I think, but maybe I could ask someone who is familiar with it, though I worry that might be an invasion of privacy.
I am a little too stupid for the Dark Web, I think, but maybe I could ask someone who is familiar with it, though I worry that might be an invasion of privacy.
MikeHurts · 56-60, M
@ZulXeroth Well I am no pro at the dark web but I have seen what it offers.
Hell man, you can even higher a hacker to do it for you. Probably a 14 year old Russian kid. LOL
I mentioned it because you seem to have exhausted your conventional resources.
Have you ever played on the dark web at all?
You can go watch some videos on it on YouTube.
The TOR browser is free but you will need a little help getting started.
If you find her and she is happy you did who cares what laws you had to break. :-)
Hell man, you can even higher a hacker to do it for you. Probably a 14 year old Russian kid. LOL
I mentioned it because you seem to have exhausted your conventional resources.
Have you ever played on the dark web at all?
You can go watch some videos on it on YouTube.
The TOR browser is free but you will need a little help getting started.
If you find her and she is happy you did who cares what laws you had to break. :-)
brainrapist · 31-35, F
It’s not stupid at all to want to hold onto the memories of someone you once loved or may still love, especially given the circumstances of your abrupt end. My only suggestion would be to not hang on to “what-ifs” or to allow those “what-ifs” to hinder you from creating connections with other people. Perhaps your paths will cross again some day, but if not then that’s okay too.
ZulXeroth · 31-35, M
@brainrapist I appreciate the thought.
I don't believe our paths will cross again, especially with no internet presence and I also moved to another continent on the other side of the world.
I have to ask myself if it has hindered me as you warn against, and the answer is that I don't know. I think that those memories and that place she still holds in my heart do still to some degree bar me from full commitment with new connections. Maybe not. After her I think I lost hope that I would ever have an experience like that again in making new relationships, or letting something like a friendship naturally evolve again the way it did then.
The dating culture is also really weird where I live now, kind of a fuck first feelings later situation, and that's not really my thing.
I don't believe our paths will cross again, especially with no internet presence and I also moved to another continent on the other side of the world.
I have to ask myself if it has hindered me as you warn against, and the answer is that I don't know. I think that those memories and that place she still holds in my heart do still to some degree bar me from full commitment with new connections. Maybe not. After her I think I lost hope that I would ever have an experience like that again in making new relationships, or letting something like a friendship naturally evolve again the way it did then.
The dating culture is also really weird where I live now, kind of a fuck first feelings later situation, and that's not really my thing.
brainrapist · 31-35, F
@ZulXeroth unfortunately it seems that’s what dating culture has become in general, and it’s not really my thing either. Honestly, it fucking sucks. I know it may not feel like it sometimes, but don’t lose hope that you can’t create that sort of connection with someone else. Or one even stronger. I hope you have that some day.
yestestvennaya · 26-30, F
she is not interested