Feeling nothing anymore....Feeling strangely fine
Never thought I'd come to a point of not caring about us being anymore.
I've lost all the attracion I had towards her. The things that were cute now I see were just red flags.
I see when someone takes their sweet time to even think to ask how you are genuinely, they dont care.
I got a major ick about everything she does lately.
Sheesh, I was blinded by loving someone who didn't deserve to get real genuine love I gave. All that energy. I finaly see that.
When someone takes their time to answer your text for a week but you see them on socials being active...yeah bye. When they do, it's a line or two without real thought, just rushed.
When they can’t find a half an hour anymore to have a conversation about anything. No one is that busy.
It's worse when you know how it was. Every day being in touch .
Everything is excuses toped by more excuses.
But now I feel I can breathe after more than a year of this one sided thing. Feeling mentally free of every thought that kept me awake at night. Of my broken heart, trust so easily given only to be trampled. Of no reciprocation.
Final post on this topic. No more asking why, no more expectations.
I've lost all the attracion I had towards her. The things that were cute now I see were just red flags.
I see when someone takes their sweet time to even think to ask how you are genuinely, they dont care.
I got a major ick about everything she does lately.
Sheesh, I was blinded by loving someone who didn't deserve to get real genuine love I gave. All that energy. I finaly see that.
When someone takes their time to answer your text for a week but you see them on socials being active...yeah bye. When they do, it's a line or two without real thought, just rushed.
When they can’t find a half an hour anymore to have a conversation about anything. No one is that busy.
It's worse when you know how it was. Every day being in touch .
Everything is excuses toped by more excuses.
But now I feel I can breathe after more than a year of this one sided thing. Feeling mentally free of every thought that kept me awake at night. Of my broken heart, trust so easily given only to be trampled. Of no reciprocation.
Final post on this topic. No more asking why, no more expectations.
