Need advice again

Hello everyone, so I wrote about this guy I met back in 2023, and have had very strong feelings for him since then. But couldn’t bring myself to tell him.
I figured he had felt the same way because the way that he was with me. I had a strong connection with him, I’d be able to tell when he was about to walk into the room even when I had no idea. My eyes would just find him even if I didn’t know he was there. I never felt so strongly about any man in my entire life. He is very special to me.

Recently he invited me to another event for his company, I went and me and him spoke very briefly. But it was all I wanted after not seeing him for almost a year. I crave attention from this man. I’ve tried to forget and move on, but no one else I meet will ever be him. And I’m not trying to compare anyone I deal with, because no one deserves to be compared to other people.

Anyways, what I’m asking is it weird? I signed up for another event, the most recent one I went to although we talked, didn’t go so well. I didn’t even tell him bye. My family thinks it’s weird that I still like this guy and am chasing after him in a way. I’ve tried to forget, I don’t wanna be weird. I just feel like there’s a bond between me and him thats so hard to explain… it’s just you have to be there to see what I mean.. is it weird? To have liked someone so much for this long and not pursue anything with them? Is it weird to keep popping up ? Ugh, I just wanna be around him all the time…