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I hear you 🌷
For me personally it was waking up to the knowledge that his personality and character wasn’t compatible with mine and even though I believe that opposites attract he would never step away from the toxic people around him to pursue someone like me further
He wasn’t going to be my knight in shining armour and yes despite the day and age we live in where feminism is popular’ I personally have no problem with being old fashioned…
I wanted to cook for him , love him when he was sick … make love to him when he needed it … dance for him
But his world and the company he was surrounded by opposed to that because I didn’t fit into it I guess
On top of that I was dealing with something personal that he had ran out of patience with
It went from feeling like “ I’m so happy we met” to “it feels cruel that we ever met”
He lost me