What is LOVE

Not sure I ever had it. So want your version of what it is. I was raised in a household where that was not said or shown. My so called father hit my mother everyday and I think that's why I attract the worst kind of men. I have changed everything I do with being with men but no matter what the worst one's are drawn to me. Just would love to know what it is to be truly loved . I am a most 60