Lost in the Quest for Love
this ever continuing quest to find my other half is tiring and defeating. I don't know how to approach anyone, what to say or do. it doesn't seem like walking up to people and explaining yourself will work very well and my town is too small to have some sort of meeting spot for singles.
my main goal on here is to find someone. I'm getting older and it's not getting any easier.
See, sadly I spent a lot of my life being a loner. I only have 3 friends in total so to find someone I am just going to have to start meeting new people and i'm too old to just let things be and hope for the best, hoping i'll just run into the right person. I gotta actively search this out. it's ok to want these things right? cause i always think i come off as creepy.
All I'm looking for is someone to fight this war with, me and them against the world. going on wild adventures to steal the Witch's Gold. .. really just someone who genuinely cares and who i can be myself around and who can be themselves around me. .. just equal and open love .. I understand it just doesn't start like that, but i'm willing to walk the path and hope it leads to Gilead.
I'm a big nerd and love macabre adorableness. I tend to anthropomorphize most of the world. little things mean the world and big things do tend to be lost on me. I love all kinds of bugs. I could never let go of at least the belief that there might be real magic hidden somewhere in this world. but most importantly I just want to be accepted and loved. I have not felt a kiss in over 12 years, and yes I do feel desperate. but I can't let that stop me.
long story short, does any lady want to enter a conversation? I don't know if what I said was the right or wrong thing. can't really be thinking about that. .. just one foot in front of the other ... and hope that my hope isn't limited.
my main goal on here is to find someone. I'm getting older and it's not getting any easier.
See, sadly I spent a lot of my life being a loner. I only have 3 friends in total so to find someone I am just going to have to start meeting new people and i'm too old to just let things be and hope for the best, hoping i'll just run into the right person. I gotta actively search this out. it's ok to want these things right? cause i always think i come off as creepy.
All I'm looking for is someone to fight this war with, me and them against the world. going on wild adventures to steal the Witch's Gold. .. really just someone who genuinely cares and who i can be myself around and who can be themselves around me. .. just equal and open love .. I understand it just doesn't start like that, but i'm willing to walk the path and hope it leads to Gilead.
I'm a big nerd and love macabre adorableness. I tend to anthropomorphize most of the world. little things mean the world and big things do tend to be lost on me. I love all kinds of bugs. I could never let go of at least the belief that there might be real magic hidden somewhere in this world. but most importantly I just want to be accepted and loved. I have not felt a kiss in over 12 years, and yes I do feel desperate. but I can't let that stop me.
long story short, does any lady want to enter a conversation? I don't know if what I said was the right or wrong thing. can't really be thinking about that. .. just one foot in front of the other ... and hope that my hope isn't limited.
36-40, M
