I just wanna love tbh. I just wanna make love.

I’m tired of society and expectations. The brutal dishonesty and stupid games. Manipulation and fear. Arguing over opinions and never knowing the facts. Never trying to understand.

I just want that one guy that sees me deeply and would never hurt me on purpose. One man with a big heart that will let me love him and give to him safely. Let me love him fully. Stay in bed all day pleasing each other. I have so much. I built a whole life from ashes. A beautiful life. People think I’m a pessimist but then why would I continue to hope, to grow and build and become a better human, better Mom and better lover. When will someone truly see me?

And yes, I love myself, to those who don’t know me or what I’ve been through. I put in the work on myself.

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Tiredish · 41-45, F

Making love is elusive, sex is a great release, but its a temporary one.

Tiredish · 41-45, F

@Tiredish Still, ill take rhe temporary until the real one comes along.

BrokenAbyss

@Tiredish I don’t know. It gets boring. Especially if he doesn’t even care about pleasing, which most those scenarios attract that kind of man.

I’d rather make love to myself.

Tiredish · 41-45, F

@BrokenAbyss Not all guys are like that, some women are also.

Yeah, id rather date my hand that those folks.

Video is great too, but still miss a proper partner

BrokenAbyss

@Tiredish I’ll wait.

Being slutty is fun, but not without trust.

Tiredish · 41-45, F

@BrokenAbyss Slut is a superpower! Be super slut!