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Do you dream too much?

I am forever the optimist. More times than I can count I've been hurt because of this.
But my heart won't let me change it...
I have forgiven people that have really hurt me and still only want the best for them because I truly love them.
But that causes me the most amount of pain.

My heart longs for something that I know can never be, and although it's opening to something else the fear I'll encounter the same leaves me feeling sick to the stomach...


I'm an emotional well that never dries up!
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dontbekoi · 36-40, F
I don't know how many times I have sobbed into a pillow saying I Am So Tired of Loving People Who Dislike Me. I don't know how many times I have made it my New Years Resolution to stop. It doesn't. It never will. I honestly think that is what love is. Love isn't conditional.

There are times when I feel like it's self abusive behavior (loving them) ... I just cannot stop.

you are not alone 🤗