Do you dream too much?

I am forever the optimist. More times than I can count I've been hurt because of this.
But my heart won't let me change it...
I have forgiven people that have really hurt me and still only want the best for them because I truly love them.
But that causes me the most amount of pain.

My heart longs for something that I know can never be, and although it's opening to something else the fear I'll encounter the same leaves me feeling sick to the stomach...

I'm an emotional well that never dries up!

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SoLeRiMix · 31-35, M

I have forgiven people that have really hurt me and still only want the best for them because I truly love them.

Forgiveness is good but keeping the relationship intact even if the person hurt you turns out to be blunder later.

I forgive too but I part ways. No matter how much the other person apologies and wishes to keep the relation alive.

But that causes me the most amount of pain.

You said it yourself.

Emotions are good but we have to be wise enough not to let them play us. May your over emotional (not emotional) well dries soon...🙏😇

Yes, I dream a lot because I am single again. I don't have to share the details.😜

Mellowgirl · 31-35, F

@SoLeRiMix that's one thing I think I've managed to control. My desire to forgive and forget.
I think I really needed someone because so much around me was falling apart but they took advantage of that.
I showed them the door and they returned and I just kept hope.
But they didn't value me.
They decided that they could act right when they were ready.
It's not fair to be made into an option.
And treated as such.
I know they understand that this had to change.
The wounds are slowly closing.

dontbekoi · 36-40, F

I don't know how many times I have sobbed into a pillow saying I Am So Tired of Loving People Who Dislike Me. I don't know how many times I have made it my New Years Resolution to stop. It doesn't. It never will. I honestly think that is what love is. Love isn't conditional.

There are times when I feel like it's self abusive behavior (loving them) ... I just cannot stop.

you are not alone 🤗

Steve42 · 56-60, M

I'm so medicated by my shrink I don't recall anything when I sleep. I don't even recall the last couple hours I'm awake before I sleep.

Lilnonames · F

No i was never like this. I can let any one go

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