I Didn't Know Where Else To Put This

I used to kiss you
and I remember when you used to
kiss me too and now I can't stop thinking about how much I miss you.
And I want to
see you again as if we never ended
But dreams only come true
when you're asleep.
And when I awoke and came to
I realized that we couldn't be
that you were faker than a cartoon
and that I was always there for you
but you were never there for me.
Isn't it strange how quickly we'll
lose ourselves to save another
as if they were our son
or our brother?
And yet they're only a lover,
sharing warmth and space with you under the covers.
How can you hope for love
when all you've seen is lust,
When you think they love you
but leave you in the dust,
When you let them in
and then they break your trust?
Saying "yes" was the beginning
of the end of us.

Bye-bye forever, Emma.