Can't get over someone I am missing.

I miss someone so much. It has been years since I've last seen or spoken to him. I don't have any sort of contact with him and even if I did, I wouldn't be able to... He is gone. He is taken. I know what I am writing is very generic, but I just thought I needed to release this somewhere. My heart literally aches as I write this, aches just like back in 2015... I just wish the universe could hear me out and give me a sign. I write here, in the hope that someone out there understands, better or not, it ever reaches the very person I miss.
Hope you. Remember me. Always.

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littlepuppywantanewlife · 31-35, M

If you didn't try for 6 years to contact them. Then why now?

meetingmeinthepouringrain · 26-30, F

@littlepuppywantanewlife I am not trying to contact him. I just wish things were different. I also cut him off because he was seeing other people, but it wasn't to hurt him, it was to protect myself. I wanted to get over him. I was young and insecure. I didn't confront him to confirm if he was seeing these other girls, because it would break my heart to know. But looking back in hindsight, I should've been more honest and upfront. I acted like I didn't care, when I did.

littlepuppywantanewlife · 31-35, M

@meetingmeinthepouringrain

You know if you were in touch somewhere things would have been different. It's no harm to contact them now but things will be surely different.

meetingmeinthepouringrain · 26-30, F

@littlepuppywantanewlife I just can't. He is gone. He is taken. If I were to contact him, I should have not cut him off in the first place. It is a regret I have to live with. He is the one taken, I am not. If anything happens, it would have to be him contacting me or not be taken anymore for me to have any chance of contacting him. I can only respect his relationship.

littlepuppywantanewlife · 31-35, M

@meetingmeinthepouringrain but you can be his friend? I know your situation very well. But I prayed and always tried to be in her contact.

meetingmeinthepouringrain · 26-30, F

@littlepuppywantanewlife I know people say it's never too late, but it is.

littlepuppywantanewlife · 31-35, M

@meetingmeinthepouringrain it's only something if you believe that. Remember nothing is never to late. It's all about time. What if you guys becomes friends and later on he has feelings for you?