Can't get over someone I am missing.

I miss someone so much. It has been years since I've last seen or spoken to him. I don't have any sort of contact with him and even if I did, I wouldn't be able to... He is gone. He is taken. I know what I am writing is very generic, but I just thought I needed to release this somewhere. My heart literally aches as I write this, aches just like back in 2015... I just wish the universe could hear me out and give me a sign. I write here, in the hope that someone out there understands, better or not, it ever reaches the very person I miss.
Hope you. Remember me. Always.