I haven’t been able to write for days now

Im on page 104 but haven’t been able to do much. Im just so stressed between this recent assignment requiring a lot of work and talking to the woman at the publishing company. It made me realize what a huge mountain this is getting published and how much work it’s gonna require. I don’t even have a website for myself, not that there’s a lot to say about me. Im boring, I spend all my time writing and hanging with my cats, I have no real interests or hobbies. I shouldn’t even be working on this writing, it’s my fourth book as it is and my first ones still in the editing process. This is gonna cost me a ton of money all in the hopes it will make an editor interested in me and get me actually published. Even then only 1 in ten make a living as a writer and I find it doubtful Ill be one of them.