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I am okay
Truly okay
I don't need sympathy
But there's something I must say

I have to accept the truth I live
I have a accept I am alone
Before there's nothing left to give

I don't care if I'm too much
Or I mean nothing at all
I go without any touch
I hit the ground when I fall

I am done trying to understand
I just want to accept
Everything I planned
Was inept

No, no one will love me, its okay
They never did
And they won't start today

I'm not crying, my eyes stay dry
My heart is smiling
While my hopes let go and die

There's nothing to feel sorry for
I tried

I know I did, I gave it my best
If I'm supposed to give more
I can't pass that test

So don't feel sorry
I don't wither or rot
I continue being myself
Like it or not

This poem sucks
Nobody will care
I'm painfully aware
Just don't feel sorry for me
That's the last thing I need
No one will stay

And all my feelings push you further away.