Why I rally so hard against the other gays

I had my innocence violated by television. I should not have seen the things I saw. Talk of representation and normalization, what I see is the unnecessary exposure I got. Now I'm stuck never knowing how much is really me or what was implanted. That is the only bit of empathy someone like me can have and the only thing I can really care about. Children do not need to be shown men in dresses for them to grow up to be kind. And anyone who thinks they do is a predator in my eyes. If you hate yourself or you hate others it's because you were mistreated, not because you didn't see enough gay muppet babies. And you don't correct it with that either. Deign to tell me so you can justify what happened to me and I will never forget.